my love life

I love this person but all I can do is just stare...

Everytime I wake up after dreaming about that person all i wish is for it to come true...

I can do nothing but just imagine...

After i wake up dreaming about you,
I have the biggest smile in my face.
But it quickly fades away
because I realized that
it was just a DREAM
and
You were not really here...

time with my friends

I had a very fun weekend!! On Friday night, my cousin arrived.. I was surprised to see him.. At first I didn't recognize him after a year not seeing him. But when I came closer, I recognized his almond eyes.. He invited me and my sister to have our dinner at Bourbon.. After we had dinner, his friends arrived and I met new people. They were nice and fun to be with.. One of his friends is a designer of bag.. We had a good talk but I was a bit shy while I was talking to her.. We had a fun night!:D


On saturday night, I had dinner with my fiends, Kat, Pau,Jerli, Charlotte,Kim, Mia, Hazel, Jozen and Millie.. We had our dinner at Krua Thai..It was Kat's birthday so it was her treat. It was also that night when I met my best friend Jerli after how many weeks not seeing her.. I missed her so much that I invited her to have a walk with me (alone)..We shared each other's problems and advises.. I feel sad thinking that 2-3 weeks from now she will be leaving for europe. Jer2 is my friend who always understands me and I am thankful to have her..
When we went back to Krua Thai they were already having dinner as a result we were the last one to finish eating. After we had our dinner, we went to coffeebreak to buy food..We talked and shared our thoughts there.. we had fun! and then we went home...

busy week

What a busy week. there are many assignments even though it's the 3rd week of classes. we need to reasearch for something everyday. every weekend i still need to wash my clothes as part of being independent. I dont mean that my parents doesnt support me that is why im independent but they want me to learn how to stand on my own and be responsible. i was also put in the dormitory for me to practice how to be independent. it is so tiring everyday like i dont have time to rest or enjoy but it is okay for i know it will benefit me in the future. i know that this is just a preparation for my future life that is why im finding a way how to enjoy this kind of life.